Immaculee Ilibagiza grew up in a country she loved, surrounded by a family she cherished. But in 1994, her idyllic world was ripped apart as Rwanda descended into a bloody genocide. Incredibly, Immaculee survived the slaughter. This title tells the triump
Recounts the kidnapping of the author in Africa aged ten, his service as a slave of an officer in the British Navy for ten years, and his life after he bought his freedom in 1766, growing to become one of the foremost figures of the anti-slavery movement in Britain. This autobiography presents a tale of spiritual quest.
Part horror story, part historical document, part memoir, part political tract, this story of one young man's personal suffering finally reveals the human suffering in North Korean concentration camp, with its forced labour, frequent public executions, and near-starvation rations.
At the end of the nineteenth century European pimps and 'white slavers' established a hugely successful global market for commercial sex, and Joseph Silver was central to this hidden world of betrayal, intrigue, lust and sexual slavery. This book exposes the most infamous serial killer of all time - Jack the Ripper.
A fiction about horses in war. It is about a thoroughbred horse that Winston Churchill's great heroic friend took to France in 1914 and survived five years of bombs and bullets to lead a cavalry charge in 1918 before returning home to the Isle of Wight where to ride on together until 1938 their combined ages (70+30) totalled a 100.
The son of a shepherd from the Scottish borders, Thomas Telford rose to be the greatest engineer in Victorian Britain. His life spanned one of the most dynamic periods in British history, the decades of the industrial revolution, and no one contributed more to making Britain the 'workshop of the world'.
In 1997, Grant Hadwin committed an act of violence - he destroyed the Golden Spruce of the Queen Charlotte Islands. The tree was a scientific marvel, beloved by the Haida people who believed it sacred. This book tells the story of what pushed him to such an act, an environmental protest which acts as a metaphor for the challenge the world faces.
Presents a full-scale biography of Jack Johnson, the first black heavyweight champion in history (1908-15), and the most celebrated - and most reviled - African American of his age. Accompanied by more than fifty photographs, this work aims to restore Johnson to his rightful place in the pantheon of sporting and social warriors.
A personal, entertaining, joyous - and seductive - exploration on the significance of clothes, filtered through one woman's life-long sartorial infatuation. A mix of memoir, thoughts, fantasies and conversations with other women, this is a book for those who love clothes and find fashion beguiling, fickle and fabulous.
The author began looking into aspects of her remarkable family twenty years ago. This book is based on her search, which throws light into some of the darkest corners of the last century. At the centre of the story stands the author herself - wondering not only about where she is from, but about what she's entitled to know.
Jess Smith lived with her parents and sisters in a Bedford bus. They travelled the through Scotland, and much of England too, stopping here and there until they were moved on by the local authorities or driven by their instinctive need to travel. This biography describes what it was like to be one of the last of the traditional travelling folk.
How to get on well with people, how to adjust to losing someone you love? How to live? This question obsessed Renaissance nobleman Michel Eyquem de Montaigne (1533-92), who wrote free-roaming explorations of his thought. This biography of Montaigne relates the story of his life by way of the questions he posed and the answers he explored.
Charts the experience of the 42nd President as he took presidential oath of office, and how he fared thereafter in the piranha pool of Washington DC. This book presents a story that climaxes with William Jefferson Clinton becoming the first Democrat to win re-election to the White House since Franklin Roosevelt.
We each of us strive for domestic bliss, and we may look to Delia and Nigella to give us tips on achieving the unattainable. Kathryn Hughes, acclaimed for her biography of George Eliot, has pulled back the curtains to look at the creator of the ultimate book on keeping house.
Katherine Synford was the wife, of John of Gaunt, the Duke of Lancaster. This book highlights her key dynastic position within the English monarchy. She was the mother of the Beaufort, then the ancestress of the Yorkist kings, the Tudors, the Stuarts and every other sovereign since - a prodigious legacy that has shaped the history of Britain.
Eleanor, Duchess of Aquitaine was one of the leading personalities of the Middle Ages, and also one of the most controversial. Having inherited a vast feudal domain stretching from the Loire to the Pyrenees, she was one of the greatest heiresses in history. This biography offers a perspective on this woman.
This is the story of Erich Wolfgang Korngold (1897-1957), who bridged the worlds of serious music, operetta and film scores. He achieved legendary status as a child-prodigy composer with the operas Violanta and Die Tote Stadt. This work offers a reappraisal of his life and works.
Rudolf Steiner - educator, architect, artist, philosopher and agriculturalist - ranks amongst the most creative and prolific figures of the early twentieth century. Yet he remains a mystery to most people. This is the biography of the man behind the ideas, written by a sympathetic but critical outsider.
A biography of music legend, Johnny Cash. This book also includes interviews with individuals close to Cash throughout his life, visits to key locations (Arkansas, Memphis, Nashville), and examination of archives, such as those of Sony Music and the Country Music Foundation.
Set in the south of England, this book captures the soft-handed, city-dweller's naivety and wonder both at the workings of nature and the toughness of life on a farm. It contains sections on whatever happens to take the author's fancy and inspire his thoughtful curiosity.
Roman Ungern von Sternberg was a Baltic aristocrat, a violent, headstrong youth posted to the wilds of Siberia and Mongolia before the First World War. After the Bolshevik Revolution, the Baron conquered Mongolia, the last time in history a country was seized by an army mounted on horses.
A story of an unwanted Chinese daughter growing up during the Communist Revolution, blamed for her mother's death, ignored by her millionaire father and unwanted by her Eurasian step mother. It is a story of greed, hatred and jealousy; a domestic drama that is played against the extraordinary political events in China and Hong Kong.
Alistair Taylor was privy to all the secrets that we were never supposed to know. Now, on the 50th anniversary of Ringo's appointment as drummer, he reveals for the first time what it was really like to ride the rollercoaster that was the sixties with The Beatles.
Glasgow-born Alex Harvey's career began in the 1950s when he won a competition to become Scotland's answer to Tommy Steele. He was a devoted family man but in front of an audience he became an unforgettable entertainer - charismatic, provocative and intense.
Brighton has long been at the vanguard of English tastes - in its attitudes towards homosexuality, the rise of the chav and binge-drinking, as well as its music and drug cultures. This book looks at the changing face of Britain, using Brighton as a focal point. It is suitable for anyone with a curiosity and a love for Britain.
Known simply as Ba Chr(45) Mother to millions of people in India, Kastur Gandhi shared Gandhi's loves, his sorrows, his triumphs and his tragedies. They say that behind each great man there is a woman, but Kastur was not the woman behind the man. This is the story of Kastur Gandhi.
Tells the story of three people: Julia Blackburn, her father Thomas and her mother Rosalie. Thomas was a poet and an alcoholic. Rosalie, a painter, was sociable and flirtatious; she treated Julia as her sister, her confidante, and eventually as her deadly sexual rival.
Kublai Khan inherited the second largest land empire in history from his grandfather, Genghis Khan. He promptly set about extending this into the biggest empire the world has ever seen, extending his rule from China to Iraq, from Siberia to Afghanistan. This work talks about this person.
Johnson, born weak and half-blind, shambolic and poverty-stricken, became the most admired and"ed man in the eighteenth century. Thrown out of Oxford for a lack of funds, he rose to celebrity: author of The Dictionary, a friend to the king, companion of Reynolds, Goldsmith and Garrick. This title presents a portrait of Johnson, and his life.
This is a writer's journal of his friendships, encounters and observations during the 1950s and 60s, describing the relationships with Cork author Frank O'Connor, Patrick Kavanagh, Charles Cape and the remarkable Margaret Radford - baglady and acquaintanc
The compelling story of Walker Stacey -- a child who triumphed over his autistic tendencies with the dedicated help of his family When in 1996, Patricia Stacey gave birth to her second child, a baby boy, she quickly noticed an emptiness in his gaze -- a vacant quality that emphasized her sense that he was ill at ease in his own body.
By reading these insightful, inspirational accounts, you'll learn where they got their ideas, why they have succeeded where so many have failed, and, crucially, how you can follow in their footsteps. This is essential reading for anyone who has ever dared to think outside the box.
When television legend Susan Lucci joined the cast of All My Children, she had only expected to appear on the show every other Tuesday. But she endeared herself to America playing the beautiful and often controversial character of Erica Kane. This title shares how she has balanced the needs of her family with the grueling demands of her career.
The personal story of the man who founded the system of micro-credit, Banker to the Poor tells the story of how he did it. Today Yunus's system of micro-credit is practiced in some 60 countries, including the US, Canada and France and his Grameen Bank is now a billion-pound business.
Paul Dirac was one of the leading pioneers of the greatest revolution in 20th-century science: quantum mechanics. Based on an archive of family papers, this title celebrates Dirac's massive scientific achievement while drawing a portrait of his life and work.
Bernie Ecclestone is best-known as the architect and figurehead of modern F1, but he has been a constant and often controversial presence in both F1 and British public life since the 1970s. This biography analyses in detail his rise to prominence, from his early entrepreneurial exploits as a schoolboy to his position as a peerless businessman.
During the sixty-odd years of her reign Queen Victoria gathered around her a household dedicated to her service. This book follows the lives of six members of her household from the governess to the royal children, to her maid-of-honour, chaplain and pers
This is Doris Lessing's follow-up to the first part of her autobiography, Under My Skin. Here, we move into the heyday of her career, sparked off by the international success of her first novel in 1950. She went on to forge a unique role for herself in British literary and political life.
In the spring of 1895 the life of Constance Wilde changed irrevocably. Up until the conviction of her husband, Oscar, for homosexual crimes, she had held a privileged position in society. Part of a gilded couple, she was a popular children's author, a fashion icon, and a leading campaigner for women's rights. A founding member of the magical society the Golden Dawn, her pioneering and questioning spirit encouraged her to sample some of the more controversial aspects of her time. Mrs Oscar Wilde was a phenomenon in her own right. But that spring Constance's entire life was eclipsed by scandal. Forced to flee to the Continent with her two sons, her glittering literary and political career ended abruptly. Having changed her name, she lived in exile until her death. Franny Moyle now tells Constance's story with a fresh eye and remarkable new material. Drawing on numerous unpublished letters, she brings to life the story of a woman at the heart of fin-de-si
Illuminee Nganemariya existed for 100 days in the living hell of Kigali, Rwanda's capital, after watching her husband being dragged away to be killed by friends who had celebrated their wedding with them a month earlier. Then she embarked on a horrific journey through the Genocide with her son strapped to her back.
Commenting on the demise of the New Labour project from the re-election of Tony Blair in 2001 to the ultimate foreign policy disasters of Afghanistan and Iraq, this book gives other prescient accounts of the government's by-passing of Cabinet, parliament and the party, of the 'war on terror', and the debate about Islam.
This book charts elbow's long journey from humble roots through modest success to international recognition. Elbow started out at a time when great songs and evocative lyrics were not generally recognised. Their music transcended genre, age and image, eventually finding its own distinctive global audience as Guy Garvey evolved into one of the most brilliant and intriguing lyricists of recent times.
William Melville was one of the most influential counter - espionage figures of the twentieth century. This work presents the true story of the real 'M', William Melville, MI5's founding father and the inspiration for Ian Fleming's character in James Bond.
Presents a story of big guns and small planes, princes from England and sultans from Zanzibar, marauding lions, syphilis, self-destruction and the tragedy of the human heart. The author tracks her quarry from a dreamlike Edwardian childhood in a Lincolnshire mansion through to the battlefields of the East African campaign.
The lives of the Queen, Prince Philip and their children are examined and exposed in a biography that reveals the Windsor family's history of adultery, passion, jealousy and mental cruelties. The book also refers to a relationship between Prince Philip and one of the Queen's cousins.
From October to December 1888 a pair of artists lived under one roof in the French provincial town of Arles. Paul Gauguin and Vincent Van Gogh ate, drank, talked, argued, slept and painted in one of the most intense and astonishing creative outpourings in history.
Beginning in 1966 as something a little out of the ordinary for prime-time TV, and suffering from shaky ratings throughout its entire run, Star Trek went on to spend the better part of the next three decades exploding into a worldwide, billion-dollar industry. This is the reminiscence of the show that has become a cultural phenomenon.
After years of chasing his dreams, singer-songwriter the author finally had a record deal and an album to promote. He offered to write a song for anybody who pre-ordered his self-titled release; all they had to do was send him a letter about their story,
A memoir that recounts the author's journey from a poverty-stricken childhood in rural Cuba to his death in New York four decades later. It tells of his odyssey from young rebel fighting for the Revolution, through his suppression as a writer, his disillusionment with Castro, his imprisonment and torture, to his eventual flight from Cuba.
In 1993, Dominic Stevenson left a comfortable life with his girlfriend in Kyoto, Japan, to travel to China. From Afghan gun shops to Tibetan monasteries, Thai brothels and the stirrings of the rave culture in Goa, this title tells a tale of discovery and rediscovery, of friendship and betrayal.
The story of Joe Jacoby, who worked in the early days of live TV, and went on to become a pioneering filmmaker. He has never revealed that his childhood was spent in foster homes and institutions. This book is useful for those concerned about neglected children, and for those searching for a story set within the world of television and film.
It's the summit of K2, 1 August 2008. An exhausted band of climbers pump their fists into the clear blue sky - joining the elite who have conquered the world's most lethal mountain. But as they celebrate, far below them an ice shelf collapses and sweeps away their ropes.
Journalist, presenter, broadcaster, husband, father, vigorous all-rounder -- Alan Partridge -- a man with a fascinating past and an amazing future. Gregarious and popular, yet Alan's never happier than when relaxing in his own five-bedroom, south-built house with three acres of land and access to a private stream. But who is this mysterious enigma?
Mrs Seacole, a free-born Jamaican daughter of a Scottish army officer and a free black woman, recounts her childhood, her years as a storekeeper in a Central American frontier town, and her role as a battlefield 'doctress' to British troops in the Crimea.
A memoir of Martin Amis, which talks about his life and presents an intimate look at the process of writing. Exploring his relationship with his father, the great comic novelist, Kingsley Amis, it records the changing literary scene in Britain and the United States, along with anecdotes and pen portraits.
Buffett has generously endowed us all with a sensible and intelligent roadmap for investing. -- Robert G Hagstrom Warren Buffett -- The Oracle of Everything. He has been right about the stock market, rotten accounting, CEO greed, and corporate governance. The rest of us are just catching on.
Guides us through the monuments and lost paradises, dilapidated Ottoman villas, back streets and waterways of Istanbul - the city of the author's birth and the home of his imagination. This is an account of one man's love affair with the city that has been his home since his birth.
At the age of fifteen, the author's parents immigrate with her to the United States. She leaves behind her home, her language, her culture, & her ideals. In her endless search for herself in this new capitalist world, she struggles to keep even a waitress job.
Abused as a child by his local priest, Brian O'Dea, became a rebel, using and selling drugs. Soon he was operating a $100 million a year business, and had developed a cocaine addiction. Eventually he quit the trade - and the drugs and was working with recovering addicts. Extracted from Brian's prison diary, this work re-tells his outlaw years.
Birhan Woldu became one of the most recognized faces and forms of the late 20th century when her skeletal image was used at the end of 'Live Aid' to globally publicize famine in Africa. This title tells Birhan's life story from the days when her father literally carried his daughter across Africa on an epic journey to life, to Live Aid.
The story of Raymond Briggs's parents' marriage, from their first, chance encounter to their deaths. Told in Briggs's familiar strip-cartoon format, with nothing embroidered or altered, the book is also a social history of a kind, embracing such events as World War II and the advent of television.
Over the course of a year, Leo Hickman, resident consumer expert of the Guardian, and his family set out to discover whether it was possible to live a 'normal life', while at the same time making each daily choice or decision an 'ethical' one - for the family, their neighbours and the environment. This is the story of that one-year.
Stuart Kelly's biography of Sir Walter Scott defies classification in terms of genre. Rather than a literary biography, or critical study, it is a personal examination of the sometimes overwhelming affect Scott has had on Scottish identity at large, and on how his legacy affects the very act of writing in Scotland.
Marc Bolan was the biggest pop star in post-Beatles Britain and in 1972 the Beatles acknowledged Bolan and his group T Rex as their natural successor. This title chronicles the life and music of the vibrato-voiced glam rock idol and 20th century boy who c
ï ½I am six. We are sitting on the piano bench. Daddyï ½s wearing his undershorts. Thatï ½s all. Iï ½m wearing my white underpants. Thatï ½s all. It doesnï ½t feel like weï ½re going to make beautiful musicï ½ï ½
Catherine McCallï ½s father was a high-profile doctor, her mother regularly hosted bridge parties. Growing up in their beautiful, historic home in Brooklyn, Cathy appeared to have everything a girl could want.
No one, not the neighbours, the nuns at school or her beloved grandmother, could have guessed that there was a torture chamber in the basement of 763 Montgomery Place, or that Cathy was being raped repeatedly by her father. By the age of eighteen, Cathy didnï ½t know either: she had repressed every memory of abuse.
Twenty years later, looking after her now ailing parents, Cathyï ½s memories begin to return. In this starkly authentic and utterly immediate memoir, Cathy describes both how she uncovered the horrific secrets sheï ½d kept so well throughout her childhood and her inspirational journey to overcome them.
Della Raye became a beautician and married Floyd Hughes, a widower with five daughters, in 1951. Together they also had two boys, Donny and Butch. She has visited a number of the people who worked at Partlow in nursing homes and hospitals and has remained in contact with many of the people she met during her confinement.
Offers an account of the author's life during a racially turbulent period in Detroit. This memoir tells the story of the author's childhood with subversive allusions to the Victorian-era coming-of-age stories she consumed while growing up and the moral lessons she absorbed in such readings but could not reconcile with her own experience.
Why do explorers put themselves in dangerous situations? And, once the worst possible situation occurs, how do they find the resources to survive? The author presents a series of tales from his own experience as well as that of other explorers including Columbus, Cortez, Scott, Shackleton, Stanley, Livingstone.
Tells the story of the author's time as Britain's most senior representative in Southern Iraq, trying to keep the region together as the rest of the country descended in to murderous violence. This book provides a portrait of the absurdities of life inside the occupying coalition.
Born a bastard to a teenage mother in the slums of 1950s Dublin, Martha has to be a fighter from the very start. As her mother moves from man to man, and more children follow, they live hand-to-mouth in squalid, clothed in rags and forced to beg for food. The author tells the story of her early life without an ounce of self-pity.
Writer Alvin Schwartz received a great deal of attention from fans when he began talking publicly about his seventeen-year stint writing Superman and Batman comics. One of the individuals who contacted him was no ordinary fan, but a seven-foot Buddhist monk named Thongden, a tulpa or individual who was thought into being by a Tibetan mystic.
Born in 1899 to Russian Aristocrats, Tamara de Lempicka escaped the Bolsheviks by exchanging her body for freedom, dramatically beginning a sexual career that included most of the influential men and women she painted. This biography is reissued to coincide with the twentieth anniversary of her death.
From earliest childhood memory until I leave home, I take the reader on a journey through the loneliness, isolation and blessings of functioning in a mainstream world with a form of autism which did not gain classification until the late 1980's. The overall tone of my novel is positive.
The concept of multiple unperceived dimensions in the universe is one of the hottest topics in contemporary physics. It is essential to current attempts to explain gravity and the underlying structure of the universe. The history of how such an unfathomable concept has risen to prominence takes centre stage in Hyperspace.
This affectionate and in-depth biography examines the incredible life of this remarkable man. From his early life growing up in a pub in Sussex, through the scandals he encountered as an editor, to how his life has taken a new turn with his stateside career and recent marriage.
Part of the author's autobiography, this first title recounts his solitary childhood in the English countryside, with affectionate portraits of his remote parents - an increasingly unconventional barrister father, whose blindness must never be mentioned, battling earwigs in the mutinous garden, and a vague and endlessly patient mother.
Fusing blues, jazz and psychedelia with an outrageous personal style, Hendrix is still revered as the most important instrumentalist in rock history. Capturing the essence of Hendrix's intense and tragic life, the author covers Hendrix's life from his boyhood to the legacy he left behind.
In a biography of style and energy, Frances Wilson makes use of previously unseen letters, law reports and confidential Government correspondence to reveal the true story of the sexual celebrity who blackmailed the British aristocracy and held even the king to ransom.
Tells the story of one of history's most despicable villains and conmen - Louis Darquier, Nazi collaborator and 'Commissioner for Jewish Affairs', who dissembled his way to power in the Vichy government's and was responsible for sending thousands of children to the gas chambers.
Ballard's father's untimely death; his brother's amorous and reckless attitude to life; his shattering experiences in the Vietnam War and his son's battle with mental illness, reflect and mould his definition of what courage is and the purpose of what bei
Queen Victoria ascended the throne in 1837 on the death of her uncle William IV. In 1840, she married her first cousin, Prince Albert of Saxe-Coburg-Gotha, and for the next twenty years they were inseperable. Their descendants were to succeed to most of the thrones of Europe. This biography provides an assessment of the monarch.
Born in Kincardine in 1767, James Wylie became one of the most celebrated doctors in Europe and the centre of two of the most fascinating and enduring conspiracy theories in Russian history. This book unravels the many mysteries surrounding Wylie's life and his involvement with the Romanov dynasty.
An autobiography by Brian Clough, who retired in 1993 amidst much press comment about his health and business affairs, after three decades of controversial and successful football management. He speaks of his career, and also his mother's influence, his relationship with his wife, and his children.
Talleyrand is a silver-tongued master diplomat, infamous turncoat, peacekeeper and libertine. Talleyrand held high office in five successive regimes from France's Ancient Regime, into the Revolution of 1789, Robespierre's Terror, Napoleon's epic wars, and on through restored kings to more revolution. This title charts the progress of Talleyrand.
His Holiness the Fourteenth Dalai Lama of Tibet is revered by 6 million followers around the world. He describes himself as 'a simple, smiling monk'. This title describes the different aspects of this remarkable man, who is universally recognised as the best hope for peace and unity in the troubled world.
Milton Friedman is one of the world's most important, and certainly one of the most famous, economists of the second half of the twentieth century, a key figure during the resurgence of American conservatism. Ebenstein's book is the first to chronicle Friedman's life and development as an economic theorist.
My Booky Wook was on of the most revered and successful celebrity autotrophies of all time (not including the Bible or anything by Jordan). The honesty, mayhem and scandal made it as riveting and fanciful as anything found in fiction. In Booky Wook 2, this award-winning achievement is surpassed as Russell charts his rise from crack-house junky to Hollywood star, indulging in sexual excesses that make Caligula seem like a prudish spinster.
On his quest to find true love, Russell encountered thousands of women, often three or four at a time (for efficiency), and his dizzying ambition led to chaos and controversy that could have landed him in prison and left the BBC in ruins.
This is the story of what happens when insatiable desire meets limitless opportunity and when a chancer from the wrong side of the tracks is given the keys to the palace. This riot of self-indulgence would be rampaging still but for a tossed bottle to the head from one of the world
Phoolan Devi was born into a poor, low-caste family in Uttar Pradesh, living in a world that gave more respect to a stray dog than to a woman. This is the story of a life characterized by beatings, rapes and humiliation, and the Bandit Queen's road to freedom.
Ordinarily presented as a self-effacing virgin or sacrificial saint, Dorothy Wordsworth was a talented writer and exceptional woman. She was William Wordsworth's inspiration, aide and most valued reader and traded in a conventional life to share in his world of words. This biography brings Dorothy to life in all her complexity.
Paul Nazaroff was the ringleader of a desperate plot to overthrow the Bolsheviks in Central Asia in 1918. Betrayed to Lenin's Secret Police, he was forced to live like an animal hunted across Central Asia, the Himalayas and the plains of Hindustan. This is his tale.
Takes us on a journey through the author's childhood and adolescence, along Jerusalem's war-torn streets in the 1940s and '50s, and into the infernal marriage of two kind, well-meaning people: his fussy, logical father, and his dreamy, romantic mother.
The acclaimed story teller and ballad singer takes us through the story of her life, from working on farms, experiencing the highs and lows of the travelling lifestyle, to becoming a star of the folk scene. Stewart is a unique voice, and one of the last representatives of a tradition that has all but disappeared.
Investigates the influences that shaped the Churchill: his troubled schooldays, his flamboyant politician father, Randolph, and his famously attractive American mother, Jennie. This book argues that the qualities that made Churchill great also led him to commit catastrophic blunders.
At twenty-six Colby Buzzell, unemployed and living at home, decided to join the US Army. Within months he was in Iraq, a machine gunner in the controversial Stryker Brigade Combat Team, an army unit on the cutting edge of combat technology. This is a story of a young man and a war that aims to present an account of the absurdities of war.
Describes the trails and triumphs of keeping a military family together. This is a true-life story written by the wife of a soldier serving in Iraq. It talks about the uncertainty and fear of living with daily media reports on Iraq, as is the shared grief over the death of a friend's husband, and the elation of one's own husband return safely.
Drawing on a cache of personal documents, the author retraces Bruno Langbehn's journey from disillusioned adolescent to SS Officer to mysterious grandfather. He tries to understand how Langbehn and millions of others like him were seduced by Hitler's regime, and attempts to come to terms with this devastating revelation.