In the final part of his autobiographical trilogy Chris Mc Ivor relates the story of his years in Morocco, & explores the challenges & contradictions of being an aid worker. Later as the country director of an international charity in Cuba, Haiti & Jamaica Chris finds himself moving behind the gloss of tourism that conceals much of the reality of the Caribbean. In this final volume, Chris also comes to question why he has lived the way he has, his career fulfilling a need to keep moving, & stay solitary.