I didnt decide to become anorexic. It snuck up on me disguised as a healthy diet a professional attitude. Although there was a certain glamour to anorexics I didnt want to be one. I just wanted to excel in dieting. & weighing in at 80 pounds on 300 calories a day I was the best little dieter there ever was." In scalding prose Portia de Rossi reveals the pain & illness that haunted her for decades. She alternately starved herself & binged putting her life in danger & lying to herself & everyone around her about the depth of her illness. From her lowest point Portia began the painful climb back to health & happiness ultimately falling head over heels in love with Ellen De Generes. In this remarkable & landmark book she tells a story that inspires hope & nourishes the spirit."