Sometimes the choice is too hard to bear... Nikki Grant is only twenty-one when she discovers she's pregnant. Despite her parents' disappointment & anger she welcomes the news with joy. The baby will complete the happy home she shares with the man she adores Spencer James. Baby Zac arrives & is perfect in every way. & with Spencer's career taking off they are ready to make the big move to London. & then on a day like any other Nikki suddenly finds her life turned upside down by tragedy. As she becomes evermore embroiled in a world she cannot escape the love between Nikki & her son is put to the kind of test no mother should ever have to face...