When Craig Murray arrived in Uzbekistan to take up his post in 2002, he was a young ambassador with a brilliant career & a taste for whisky & women. But after hearing accounts of dissident prisoners being boiled to death & innocent people being raped & murdered by agents of the state, he started to question both his role & that of his country in so-called `democratising` states. Following his discovery that the British government was accepting information obtained under torture, Murray could no longer maintain a diplomatic silence. When he voiced his outrage, Washington & 10 Downing Street decided he had to go. But Uzbekistan had changed the high-living diplomat & there was no way he was going to go quietly. In this candid & at times shocking memoir, Murray lays bare the dark & dirty underside of the War on Terror.