You’re a young woman You can choose Which career to pursue Who to have sex with Who to marry & have children – or not – with This is now Step into the shoes of Olive You’re a happy open-hearted girl Your (tricky) mother is dead & you live with your father in a solid Edwardian house with apple trees in the garden Your passion for books gets you easily into university where the world is surely waiting for you There you meet a boy But then you make a mistake – the kind any one of us could make – & face an impossible choice You are young still & full of hope You can’t possibly know how that mistake will sit in your heart Or that when you get a job at a school you will fall in love with an older colleague But the affair must stay secret; the world won’t have it any other way All you have ever wanted is for your heart to be free But you are living in a time & place where freedoms we now take for granted had the power to destroy PRAISE FOR SUSAN HILL& Subtle & profoundly moving one of our finest novelists& Sunday Times& Almost unbearably poignant this short book will live long in the memory& Independent on Sunday&A novel of great structural & stylistic control& Guardian