In June 2011 Susan Spencer-Wendel learned she had amyotrophic lateral sclerosis (ALS)
- Lou Gehrig's disease an irreversible condition that systematically destroys the nerves that power the muscles. While Susan cannot stop the rapid decline of her body & her inevitable death she refuses to give up on life. A woman of immense strength & indomitable spirit the forty-five-year-old mother of three has made every day count. After her diagnosis Susan began taking special trips: to the Yukon to see the Northern Lights with her best friend; to Budapest where she & her husband spent the first two years of their marriage; to Northern California to meet her birth mother; to Cyprus the home country of the deceased birth father she never met. But one of her most important adventures was a visit to New York City & Kleinfeld's Bridal where she & her fourteen-year-old daughter Marina shared an unforgettably moving experience: shopping for the perfect dress for a wedding Susan will not see. ' As my beautiful daughter walks out of the dressing room in white silk I will see her ten years in the future in the back room right before her wedding giddy & crying overwhelmed by a moment I will never share.. . When my only daughter thinks of me on her wedding day as I hope she will I want her to think of my smile when I say to her at Kleinfeld's ' You are my beautiful.' ' News of Susan's remarkable story has spread across the world & the response has been overwhelming. Now in this unforgettable memoir she invites readers on her transformational journey sharing the gratitude & wisdom that guide her. 'I am writing about accepting about living with joy & dying with joy & laughing a helluva lot in the process.' UNTIL I SAY GOOD-BYE is the fulfillment of her final wish: ' To make people laugh & cry & hug their children & joke with their friends & dwell in how wonderful it is to be alive.'