Susans mother Lucy Fowler nee Smetana was a Viennese Jew who fled to Nottingham England in 1938 to escape Nazi persecution. She lost most of her immediate family but spoke little of her experiences for decades. In 1995 Susan learned for the first time of other members of the extended family who had survived & were now scattered around the world. Thus began an 18-year search for her mothers family & for the story of what had happened to them during that dreadful era. She also travelled back two hundred years into her familys past uncovering in the process an oral family history claiming descent from the Czech composer Bedrich Smetana. Just as she was completing her research Susan was the astonished recipient of some 3 000 pages of Nazi documents sent by the Austrian State Archives from which she learnt the fate of several family members. Still her search was not over. Days before publication & after attending a conference in Paris she finally learned the horrific details of the arrest of her grandmother & aunt in France & their deportation to Auschwitz. Richly illustrated with archive photographs & rare historical documents this biography & family history spanning eight generations is an extraordinary story of one familys struggle to deal with the impact & the legacy of the Holocaust. It is also a Holocaust memoir which offers a unique insight into the inner workings of the Nazi regime in Austria.