WINNER OF THE WALES BOOK OF THE YEAR & SHORTLISTED FOR THE PEN/ACKERLY PRIZE. Several months after the death of poet Dannie Abses wife Joan in a car accident he began to write a diary which is both a record of present grief & a portrait of a marriage that lasted more than fifty years. It is an extraordinary document painful but celebratory funny yet often tragic bursting with joy as well as sorrow & full of a deep understanding of what it means to be human.