Martha is now in her thirties. Her daughter has left home & she is lonely & vulnerable. The hard knocks have taken their toll on her health & as she looks into the years still lying ahead of her she shakes her head feeling she hasn't the heart or the strength to go on. As she teeters on the brink of a nervous breakdown a phone call summons ghosts from the past. She discovers that one of the family is dead & the others need her help. Martha returns & when she comes face to face with the evil psychotic Jackser she can no longer suppress the nightmares of her childhood. A suicide attempt sees her admitted to the 'mad house' where a hunger strike takes her even nearer to death. But finally she sees a chink of light at the end of the tunnel. Could love in an unexpected form pull her back from the brink? ...

After a failed suicide attempt & recovery in the mad house Martha is heading for France to be reunited with the one true love of her life. Father Ralph Fitzgerald rescued her from the streets when she was sixteen & was the first person to show Martha true love & affection. But their relationship threatened his vocation & he eventually fled to Africa to take up missionary work. Martha never got over losing him & now after nearly twenty years he has made contact again. She sets off on a mission to find him & uncover his motives for getting in touch. Does he still love her? Has he left the priesthood? Is he now free to marry her? She needs to know what the future is going to hold. ...

After a failed suicide attempt & recovery in the mad house Martha is heading for France to be reunited with the one true love of her life. Father Ralph Fitzgerald rescued her from the streets when she was sixteen & was the first person to show Martha true love & affection. But their relationship threatened his vocation & he eventually fled to Africa to take up missionary work. Martha never got over losing him & now after nearly twenty years he has made contact again. She sets off on a mission to find him & uncover his motives for getting in touch. Does he still love her? Has he left the priesthood? Is he now free to marry her? She needs to know what the future is going to hold. ...

In this latest instalment of Martha Long's real-life account of abuse deprivation & cruelty at the hands of her mother's partner & the establishment Martha is now 16 & her time at the convent school is up. In Ma It's a Cold Aul Night an I'm Lookin for a Bed" she leads us through her first months of freedom. With no home to go to Martha leaves the convent carrying her suitcase & a burning ambition to shake off her impoverished past. Hungry to become a person who will blend in with the middle classes Martha yearns to be accepted as someone who can be loved respected & one day have a home of her own where she will be safe. But this is 1960s Dublin where poverty is rife & the Church works together with the Irish government to keep the poor & the ignorant in their place. Martha first finds work as a home help with a loving lively family which leads her to a job in a shop an Italian fish & chip cafe then as a skivvy in a miserable household where she is reminded of the terror Jackser brought into her life. Chance meetings with brothers & old friends from the convent lift Martha's spirits but soon she is back on the streets searching for work & a warm bed to call her own. Martha is not often deterred when fate deals her a blow. ' Life is a bowl of cherries!' she reasons. But heartache awaits as people turn her away & predators lurk in the shadows." ...

At 16 Martha collapses on the streets suffering from starvation & exposure. She has reached rock bottom but after Martha is taken to hospital Lady Luck smiles kindly on her & she is given the opportunity to get off the streets for ever. Before long Martha is on the way to leading the normal life she has so long dreamt of. She makes friends begins to put the misery of her past behind her & even experiences her first taste of love. For her love is a powerful feeling. She has never experienced real affection before & is now plunged into the complex world of love between a man & a woman. The intense emotion consumes her for this is a forbidden love that can never be requited. After all Ralph Fitzgerald is a priest & he will never break his vow of chastity. This love brings heartbreaking consequences & changes the direction of Martha's life for ever... ...

The bestselling Mac guide updated for the latest Mac OS X & now in full color! Mac OS X Lion represents a new era in the Mac operating system. This friendly guide is fully updated for the latest Mac OS X & provides everything new Mac users & users upgrading to Mac OS X Lion need to know. A bestseller in previous editions Mac OS X Lion For Dummies covers all the cool stuff & prepares you for the quirks. So whether its your first Mac or just an OS upgrade youll learn to tame your Lion with the expert advice of Bob Dr. Mac" Le Vitus & Dummies. Covers using the Finder customizing Lion adding widgets to the Dashboard organizing & managing files & folders searching with Spotlight & working with Spaces Explores browsing the web with Safari using Apple Mail & i Cal connecting a printer performing backups with Time Machine troubleshooting & setting up a network Walks readers through the new features of Mac OS X Lion including Face Time Photo Booth Launchpad Mission Control Full-screen apps & more Gets you up & running with i Tunes downloading fun apps from the Mac App Store & staying entertained with videos photos & other multimedia Youll make your Lion roar with the friendly advice in Mac OS X Lion For Dummies. " ...

The perfect guide to help administrators set up Apples Mac OS X Lion Server With the overwhelming popularity of the iPhone & iPad more Macs are appearing in corporate settings. The newest version of Mac Server is the ideal way to administer a Mac network. This friendly guide explains to both Windows & Mac administrators how to set up & configure the server including services such as i Cal Server Podcast Producer Wiki Server Spotlight Server i Chat Server File Sharing Mail Services & support for iPhone & iPad. It explains how to secure administer & troubleshoot the network & shows Windows admins how to incorporate a Mac subnet into the Windows Active Directory domain using Apple Open Directory. Explains all the necessary information about administering securing & troubleshooting a network with Mac OS X Lion Server Enables you to set up & configure the server as well as the i Cal Server Podcast Producer Wiki Server Spotlight Server i Chat Server File Sharing Mail Services & support for iPhone & iPad Helps Windows administrators learn to easily incorporate a Mac subnet into the Windows Active Directory domain using Apple Open Directory With this easy guide at hand implementing Mac OS X Lion Server & administering a Mac network is a breeze. ...

With Lion Apple has unleashed the most innovative version of Mac OS X yet
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Bestselling & incredibly popular Daily Mail cartoonist MAC has tickled readers funny bones for over thirty years & in this collection he aims his sights on golfers. With his usual wit & one-liners MAC captures all the highs & lows of the game. From tee to bunker puts to shanks & wedgies to bogeys fans of the sport will be laughing out loud at MACs hilarious hole-in-one. MAC on Golf
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Pierre Herme is universally acknowledged as the king of French pastry with shops in Tokyo Paris & London. He is the best & has even been described as a couturier of pastry. This is a man at the top of his art & there is no question his macarons are in a league of its own. Macarons are the aristocrats of pastry; these brightly coloured mini meringues daintily sandwiched together with gooey fillings have become a holy grail for cookery fanatics & there are even food blogs dedicated to them. Now for the first time all the macaron recipes from this most celebrated French patissier are published in English. The French language edition has been one of the much sought after cookbooks of recent years. & just like Pierre Herme's famous macarons it would be difficult for any macaron book to surpass this one. There are 200 pages of recipes & beautiful food photography & because making macarons is mostly about technique rather than just a standard recipe readers will appreciate the 32-step-by-step photo-illustrated instructions for making shells & fillings. All the classics are here like dark chocolate praline coffee & pistachio but others feature the more unusual macarons that Herme is justly famous for: Isfahan is one with lychee rose & raspberry Arabesque with apricot & pistachio Satine with passion fruit orange & cream cheese Mandarin & pink pepper black truffles balsamic vinegar as well as a bright-green macaron filled with fresh mint. Anyone interested in making macarons will find Pierre Herme's the best book in print. ...