Twenty years ago rower Greg Searle won Gold in the Coxed Pair alongside his brother Jonny at the Barcelona Olympic Games. At the age of 20 he received an MBE & by the time he had reached his mid-thirties his glorious career as an international athlete was over. Or was it? If Not Now When? is a book about obsession; about the drive to be the best you can be whatever your age. In April 2010 & almost two decades older than the rest of the British rowing squad Greg made the decision to come out of retirement & go for gold again at the London 2012 Olympics. His journey gets to the very heart of what it means to compete; teamwork & loyalty the struggle to deal with disappointment & the will to win. In the 2012 final Greg won bronze as part of the mens eight & sealed his status as Olympic legend.