In 2004 Jessica Palmer died suddenly of septicaemia just six days after giving birth to her second child. Distraught her husband Ben struggled to comprehend his loss & to care for their two young children. It later came to light that Jessica's condition can usually be easily detected & prevented but in this case nothing was done until it was too late. Ben & his family successfully sued the NHS for negligence in 2007. This is Ben's heartbreaking story of dealing with his grief while raising two small children as a single parent. As he tries to accept the idea of life without his beloved wife he battles shock grief despair & guilt before finally finding hope in the future thanks to the love & support of his friends & family. It is a devastating story of living with a cruel & needless loss.