This is the Orange prize winning million copy bestseller: now a Serpents Tail" classic. Eva never really wanted to be a mother; certainly not the mother of the unlovable boy who murdered seven of his fellow high school students a cafeteria worker & a teacher who tried to befriend him. Now two years later it is time for her to come to terms with marriage career family parenthood & Kevins horrific rampage in a series of startlingly direct correspondences with her absent husband Franklyn. Uneasy with the sacrifices & social demotion of motherhood from the start Eva fears that her alarming dislike for her own son may be responsible for driving him so nihilistically off the rails."