This is the autobiography of Carlton Leach a man to be reckoned with. He has earned himself respect throughout the deadly underworld he occupies. Make a friend of Carlton & you have an ally for life; cross him at your peril. For 20 years he has ranked among the toughest of Britains brawn brigade. He was a key member of the dreaded Essex Boys gang which ran riot in the eighties & the nineties sparking a savage drugs war which saw three of his pals wiped out in the 1995 Range Rover massacre. Even now he knows that a bullet still has his name on it as a result of that simmering feud. Carlton was minder to boxer Nigel Benn throughout his glory years in the ring & tells of the blood sweat & tears of their special relationship. He also tells how he saved four of his firm from being tortured to death & their wives & daughters raped in front of them after a 10 million heroin consignment went missing.