What did my father do? He killed my mother my sister & my brother then waited to kill me... Steve Farris is an architect who lives with his wife & son in the suburbs. His world changes drastically when he is contacted by Rebecca Soltero who wants to interview him for a book shes writing about men who murdered their families. For in 1959 Steves father shot his wife & their teenage daughter & son then vanished. Nine-year-old Stevie desperately missing his gifted older sister managed to block out all thoughts about the deaths. Now Rebecca lures him into talking & he is forced to acknowledge the questions that have haunted his subconscious mind: did his father mean to kill him too? What secret did his father & his sister share? The novel shifts back & forth in time from the present to the years before Steves birth to the immediate aftermath of the deaths but always comes back to the horrible deed
- the excruciating how & the unanswerable why.