From Karen Gravano a star of the hit VH1 reality show Mob Wives comes a revealing memoir of a mafia childhood where love & family come h&-in-hand with murder & betrayal. " Karen Gravano is the daughter of Sammy "the Bull" Gravano once one of the mafia's most feared hit men. With nineteen confessed murders the former Gambino Crime Family underboss--and John Gotti's right-hand man--is the highest ranking gangster ever to turn State's evidence & testify against members of his high-profile crime family. But to Karen Sammy Gravano was a sometimes elusive but always loving father figure. He was ever-present at the head of the dinner table. He made a living running a construction firm & several nightclubs. He stayed out late & sometimes he didn't come home at all. He hosted "secret" meetings at their house & had countless whispered conversations with "business associates." By the age of twelve Karen knew he was a gangster. & as she grew up while her peers worried about clothes & schoolwork she was coming face-to-face with crime & murder. Gravano was nineteen years old when her father turned his back on the mob & cooperated with the Feds. The fabric of her family was ripped apart & they were instantly rejected by the communities they grew up in. This is the story of a daughter's struggle to reconcile the image of her loving father with that of a murdering Mafioso & how in healing the rift between the two she was able to forge a new life."