The autobiography of international rugby referee Nigel Owens. Nigel is the first openly gay rugby personality. He came out in 2007 & has since won Sports Personality of the year by Stonewall was the only Welsh referee at the 2007 Rugby World Cup & is respected as one of the best refs in the world. His autobiography tells of his tormented life as a teenager in a Welsh village & his attempted suicide in his 20s. Nigel also became a heavy user of steroids & suffered with bulimia. But this is a story of triumph as he overcame everything & became o highly respected referee & is now a favorite personality in the rugby world rugby. Hes also a Welsh language t.v. personality & comedian