Two couples find themselves at a moment of reckoning...
Melissa has a new baby & doesn't want to let it change her.
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My name is Sayre Bellavia, & for seventeen years my mother's loved her addiction more than she's loved me. More than she's even liked me, actually, because I'm the one who ruined her life. Her words, not mine. So I learned a long time ago how to lay low & act like I want nothing, expect nothing & hope for nothing so I don't become more trouble than I'm worth, because I guess I'm pretty easy to abandon. & neglect, & betray. My mother says I should take what I get & be satisfied, but what I get is nothing, & what I want is everything: To be safe & loved, to have a real home & a father & a last name that's connected to someone, somewhere. I want to know if my mother ever thinks about Beale & Ellie & that terrible, beautiful year we were happy. I want to know if she ever loved me, even for just one second, & if after all the pain & tragedy her addiction has cost us, if I even still love her, & so I will fight my way back to her, crossing all our boundaries & resurrecting the forbidden until I find out because if I don't the wail inside me will never end, & then history is bound to repeat itself. & God, I don't want to be her. I want a future.