At thirteen Horatio Clare was a boarder at a boy`s public school, a privileged member of an apparently blessed generation. A rebel
- one of those who detested the system, who thought it not just fun but right to break its laws
- he was expelled for smoking dope. He became one of the thousands who gleefully ignored the warnings & set out, in search of experience & intensity, to slalom on the slippery slope. He was a truant in its original sense: one who beggars himself through choice, not necessity. From university campuses to the rooftops of New York; from Brixton basements to fear & loathing in mid Devon, through psychosis, mania & depression, from sanity to madness & back again, this is a portrait drawn from a generation that turned to drugs. & it is a search for understanding: why do we do these things, & what do they do to us? What were we looking for & what did we find?