At twenty, Karl Ove moves to Bergen. As the youngest student to be admitted to the prestigious Writing Academy, he arrives full of excitement & writerly aspirations. Soon though, he is stripped of youthful illusions. His writing is revealed to be puerile & cliched, & his social efforts are a dismal failure. Awkward in company & hopeless with women, he drowns his shame in drink & rock music. Then, little by little, things take a brighter turn. He falls in love, gives up writing in favour of the steady rewards of literary criticism, & the beginnings of an adult life take shape. That is, until his self-destructive binges & the irresistible lure of the writer`s struggle pull him back. In this fifth instalment of the My Struggle cycle, Karl Ove discloses his personal & often deeply shameful battles with introversion, alcohol abuse, infidelity & artistic ambition. Knausgaard writes with unflinching honesty to deliver the full drama of everyday life, in a breathless novel poised between a desperate yearning to be good, & the terrible power of transgression.