This is a book about memory, nature & nation, & how it might be possible to reconcile death with life & love. As a child, Helen Macdonald was determined to become a falconer, learning the arcane terminology & reading all the classic books. Years later, when her father died & she was struck deeply by grief, she became obsessed with the idea of training her own goshawk. She bought Mabel for £800 on a Scottish quayside & took her home to Cambridge, ready to embark on the long, strange business of trying to train this wildest of animals. H is for Hawk is an unflinchingly honest account of Macdonald`s struggle with grief during the difficult process of the hawk`s taming & her own untaming. Winner of the Samuel Johnson Prize for Non-Fiction 2014, winner of the Costa Biography Award 2014 & Shortlisted for the 2015 Thwaites Wainwright Prize.