Was he thinking, do I have to be this kind of boy to survive? Is this what being a boy is? As a boy growing up on the south coast of Engl&, Howard Cunnell`s sense of self was dominated by his father`s absence. Now, years later, he is a father, & his daughter is becoming his son. Starting with his own childhood in the Sussex beachlands, Howard tells the story of the years of self-destruction that defined his young adulthood & the escape he found in reading & the natural world. Still he felt compelled to destroy the relationships that mattered to him. Saved by love & responsibility, Cunnell charts his journey from anger to compassion, as his daughter Jay realizes he is a boy, & a son. Most of all, this is a story about love
- its necessity & fragility, & its unequalled capacity to enable us to be who we are. Deeply thoughtful, searingly honest & exquisitely lyrical, Fathers & Sons is an exploration of fatherhood, masculinity, authenticity & family.