The lead guitarist of Grammy Award-winning mega-band Ko Rn tells the incredible story of his life after leaving the hardcore music scene & of God leading him back to the b&-now in paperback He left Ko Rn to help himself He went back to help others & along the way he nearly lost everything A life-changing spiritual awakening freed Brian " Head" Welch from a stranglehold of drugs & alcohol & prompted him to leave the highly successful nu-metal band Ko Rn in 2005 What followed was a decade-long trial by fire from the perils of fathering a teen lost in depression & self-mutilation to the harsh realities of playing solo & surviving the shattering betrayal of a trusted friend In this intensely inspiring redemption saga perhaps most inspiring is Brian's radical decision to rejoin Ko Rn & reconcile with the tribe of people he once considered family in the metal music scene Brian returned to his musical roots with a clear head & a devoted heart Though his story is wild hilarious & deeply poignant the message is simple God will love you into the freedom of being yourself as long as you keep the relationship going & never ever quit