An unconventional irreverent yet heartfelt memoir by Ryan Higa one of the top creators on You Tube With pictures! & illustrations! & y'know words Now a New York Times bestseller!I know you're used to seeing me on the Internet but here I am coming at you in book form You might be asking yourself A book? You? Why? Listen I'm as surprised about it as you are But I have a story to tell that I believe will help inspire people who are going through tough times & I couldn't be the only You Tuber without a book could I? This is the story of how I went from being a relatively happy kids to being depressed & angry & filled with dark thoughts This is also the story of how I found my way to a happier life But wait there's more! You're not only getting my story but you'll also learn to write well from a college dropout who struggled in basic-level English classes & still became a legit Best Sailing Author (That wasn't a typo I plan to buy a boat one daybut probably not anytime soon This book might not cell good)