Adam Gordon is a brilliant if highly unreliable young American poet on a prestigious fellowship in Madrid struggling to establish his sense of self & his attitude towards art Fuelled by strong coffee & self-prescribed tranquillizers Adam's 'research' soon becomes a meditation on the possibility of authenticity as he finds himself increasingly troubled by the uncrossable distance between himself & the world around him It's not just his imperfect grasp of Spanish but the underlying suspicion that his relationships his reactions & his entire personality are just as fraudulent as his poetry