I ate & ate & ate in the hopes that if I made myself big my body would be safe I buried the girl I was because she ran into all kinds of trouble I tried to erase every memory of her but she is still there somewhere I was trapped in my body one that I barely recognized or understood but at least I was safe& New York Times bestselling author Roxane Gay has written with intimacy & sensitivity about food & bodies using her own emotional & psychological struggles as a means of exploring our shared anxieties over pleasure consumption appearance & health As a woman who describes her own body as "wildly undisciplined" Roxane understands the tension between desire & denial between self-comfort & self-care In Hunger she casts an insightful & critical eye on her childhood teens & twenties-including the devastating act of violence that acted as a turning point in her young life-and brings readers into the present & the realities pains & joys of her daily life With the bracing candor vulnerability & authority that have made her one of the most admired voices of her generation Roxane explores what it means to be overweight in a time when the bigger you are the less you are seen Hunger is a deeply personal memoir from one of our finest writers & tells a story that hasn&t yet been told but needs to be