‘A candid warm sad surprisingly funny raw brave bittersweet book’ – MATT HAIG‘ Chase the Rainbow is a game-changing book Poorna Bell’s moving account of the pressures on modern men could be a life-saver This is a brave & bold work that will inspire us all to talk openly & honestly about depression once & for all Everyone should read this book’ – ARIANNA HUFFINGTON‘I recently devoured this book in a couple of days It’s so beautifully written honest & beyond thought-provoking I urge you to delve into its courageously written pages to learn about Poorna Bell’s story’ – FEARNE COTTON‘A story of love & loss & a vital contribution to the mental health debate A great read’ – ALASTAIR CAMPBELLAn honest yet uplifting account of a woman&s life affected (but not defined) by the suicide of her husband & the deadly paradox of modern-day masculinity Punk rocker bird nerd & book lover Rob Bell had a full happy life He had a loving wife a big-bottomed dog named Daisy & a career as a respected science journalist But beneath the carefully cultivated air of machoism & the need to help other people he struggled with mental health & a drug addiction that began as a means to self-medicate his illness In 2015 he ended his life in New Zealand on a winter’s night But what happened? How did a middle-class Catholic boy from the suburbs who had an ocean of people who loved him & a brain the size of a planet end up dying alone by his own hand? How did it get to this point? In the search to find out about the man she loved & how he arrived at that desperate dark moment Poorna Bell former executive editor & global lifestyle head for Huff Post went on a journey spanning New Zealand India & England to discover more about him Chase the Rainbow is an affecting poetic & deeply personal journey which teaches to seek hope & happiness even in the most tragic of circumstances Shattering the stigma surrounding depression & suicide Poorna Bell challenges us talk about what we most fear & to better understand the personal struggles of those closest to us ‘ Forget Nicholas Sparks Poorna Bell&s debut book is a real-life tearjerker like no other It&s a harrowing & intensely emotional account one that we impel everyone to read’ – VOGUE