WINNER OF THE 2011 WILLIAM HILL SPORTS BOOK OF THE YEARWINNER OF THE BRITISH SPORTS BOOK AWARDS 2012 FOOTBALL BOOK OF THE YEARWhy does an international footballer with the world at his feet decide to take his own life? On 10 November 2009 the German national goalkeeper Robert Enke stepped in front of a passing train He was thirty-two years old & a devoted husband & father Enke had played for a string of Europe's top clubs including Barcelona & Jose Mourinho's Benfica & was destined to become his country's first choice in goal for years to come But beneath the veneer of success Enke battled with crippling depression Award-winning writer Ronald Reng pieces together the puzzle of his friend's life shedding valuable light on the crushing pressures endured by professional sportsmen & on life at the top clubs At its heart Enke's tragedy is a universal story of a man struggling against his demons